You are why I have regrets
And you are why I killed again
It is time I got on top of you
But you don't buy that, do you?
And you are why I was in so many pieces
And what is shame if not segmenting the whole?
At arm's length is sometimes still too close to you
And back to back, language lacks but I am watching you
In this sodden space give me more memories
My disgrace forged no connections
I will stay awake forever
Don't miss this, will you?
Give me hell, you might as well. It's not about you
I have to break the mess we make or I won't come true
released March 11, 2013
© Nat Johnson 2013
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